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Vain and Bi-polar...

Yes, I think I'm both those things today...

I'm feeling, and looking rather depleted today, which after my last two posts will make me seem a little emotionally unstable...

Went to the Sustainable Living Festival this weekend, both Saturday and Sunday, and it was interesting and fun. I think, mostly, the fun for me lay in getting out of the house with friends, more than anything else. I bought a copy of "Parenting for a Peaceful World" by Robin Grille, and had him sign my copy as well, which was fab (especially because, for some reason, unbeknowns to me, I hadn't realised Robin Grille was a guy, and it's great to see a male role model for my children - I mean besides Dave, LOL)...

Anyway, woke up this morning feeling a little flat. I'm naturally introverted, so that's probably all it is, worn out from gasbagging all weekend.

Also felt very restless. I'm thinking of setting up as a freelance editor, but don't feel my editing background is strong enough - technically, like using editing notations, etc. Anyway, thought I'd check out a course Jayne had told me about at my local TAFE, but looking at the course, it's a writing and editing course, and the greater emphasis is on writing, which I'm already well skilled in... I want a course that focuses on editing, and especially electronic editing.

Found other courses, but they're all through independant colleges or companies, and I'm wary of going through some "Kellogg's Certificate" place, if you know what I mean... So, now I'm feeling a bit flat about that...

THEN...

Dave points out that my left eye (my blind eye) is rather bloodshot, and went I checked, it most certainly was!

As time passes, my left eye becomes more and more "lazy", wandering towards the outside of my face, and in recent months this has really bothered me. I was actually just thinking about this last night, that perhaps I should take to wearing sunnies a la Anastasia and Bono...
Hmmmm, What do you think???

Comments

katef said…
oh now I like the sunnies... very modern girl on the go... or something.... ???
Leah said…
Oh you stunner :) You look very fabulous :)

I had a gap between my teeth before I had braces for an unrelated issue, and I miss it! :)

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