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Ok, if you've been checking out my blog over the past couple of days, you'll have seen posts appear and disappear with no apparent rhyme or reason. I've been experiencing some issues with blogger, at first I thought it was just my laptop. but now I definitely think it was just blogger having a nervous breakdown...

Anyway, I had wanted to brag about my new laptop (pictured above), I'm loving having it. I love sitting in amongst the kids doing my thing, I actually feel a lot more present in their lives, and Bryn is loving being in the living room instead of the dim, small study... I'm also not on the computer as much, oddly enough, I find I'm far more willing to put the laptop down, than I was to walk away from the PC...

Another thing I blogged about, was Bryn has started on solids this week. He is currently having one rice cereal meal a day. I would have started him on something else, but everything else makes him gag. So, now I express into a bowl (hand expressing is soooo much faster than pump expressing) and mix in some rice cereal, and that way it's like he's eating solid boobie milk - which I suppose tastes better to him than potato, LOL...

He LOVES eating, and tries at first to grab the spoon, but once he realises it's better to just open his mouth and let me put the food there, he just does that, but opens his mouth really wide and "roots" for the spoon, hahaha!

Today, I went and bought the shelves for the boys' room at Ikea. Jayne was a darl and drove me there and then drove the shelves home and came back and picked me up! She saved me a bundle of money doing that... Which I promptly spent on some other stuff... All justified, of course... Heheheh! Ikea is evil, yk? And their meatballs are a temptation straight from the depths of hell, one I can't resist!!! However, I DID resist the urge to buy lollies, and that in and of itself is marvellous for me...

We had take away for dinner because we haven't done any grocery shopping so far this week (really must get back on top of that)... I chose a low fat skinless grilled chicken fillet burger on a wholemeal roll from Dead Rooster, and I didn't get chips, and I drank mineral water at home, so I was pleased with that...

Ok, I'm just rambling now, so I'll try to post this blog now...

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