So much to write, have to try and give it all some sort of order...
- In a past life he spent a great deal of time locked up in a cell - like most of his life, locked up in a tiny, dark, cold room. Sometimes his soul wishes he could go back there because it feels safe. He can't deal well with a lot of activity and noise because of this. He can seem somewhat autistic (she actually said a lot of autistic children have had past lives of sensory deprivation which is why they can't deal with a lot of sensory stimulation now)... Because of this, in THIS lifetime, he is learning to be more flexible, which is WHY he's actracted a younger partner and many children, they are forcing him to be more flexible and to learn his life lesson which is to be in balance (co-incidently, this is what his pre-natal eclipse also says!)...
- When Dave was preparing to enter into this life, he was offered something like three menus to choose from, each representing a life that would allow him to work his karma (life lesson)... The two which stood out were a life where he was in a car accident and became a paraplegic, and this life, where he didn't have to go through anything massively traumatic, but he would be sorrounded by youth, and children to teach him flexibility and how to deal with sensory stimulation...
- Dave has to learn to listen to his intuition more.
- He needs to clear his need for approval, and also his teenage rebellious streak that isn't really serving him.
- This year for him (from the 10.04.07-09.04.08) is a five year and about meeting people and new opportunities and socialising etc. Next year (from his 50th birthday) will be all about family and home.
- Erik is a people person!
- This coming year (06.07.07-.05.07.08) is a four year for him, and so he needs a strong sense of security, and won't like a lot of change. It'll be a year of clarity and purpose for him...
- Luey is more an introverted spiritual person, with potentially strong psychic ability. He needs a lot of grounding, and needs to learn to protect himself spiritually as he tends to take on the energy of those around him. He needs solitude. He is spiritually the closest to me.
- Luey is going into a four year, just like Erik, and in fact they will always be going through the same sorts of things at the same time, so I should watch out when they become teens, LOL! (this is what she said)...
- I have to teach Luey especially, but all the kids, to protect themselves with like an imaginary mirror ball, and tell them they have a door on the top of their head (the crown chakra) and they should close and don't need to open it for anyone...
- I need to teach them about anger, and how to release anger appropriayely. She spoke of the tribal ways of releasing anger, and said I'd have many tribal lives, so it was in me, I just had to remember.
- She recommended giving each boy a baseball bat, and a pillow, and having them thump the pillow with the bat, and yell as loud as they could (this wasn't necessarily when they were angry, but just as a game some time during the day)! The person who yelled the loudest won the first prize. She said this releases anger stored in the throat chakra, as well as releasing energy stored in the root chakra.
- Erik and Luey have been brothers throughout the ages! They always been very close, but they always look very different (she was saying this with me having not said anything about them), and one is always a lot taller than the other, though she said the age difference could cause that (but Erik IS a lot taller than Luey will be at the same age)...
- Bryn is like my soulmate and my mirror, when I'm ok, so is he. When I'm not ok, neither is he.
- He is connected to my Great grandmother - in fact, she asked me why he was connected to her, and I'm thinking it's because he's the only one of the boys who carries her surname as part of his name.
- I know what I'm here for, and I know what I need to do.
- I'm very professional and orderly.
- I have two books to write (so I should hurry up and get started).
- I'm a "Light", which means no matter what I do, I will be fulfilling my destiny to teach people and heal them, I should not try to focus on the "what" but just do what comes to me.
- I can do the Masters and have a baby at the same time.
- I will be having a baby and she will be a girl.
- She sai I need to visualise my belly growing, and do mandalas which are apparently a symbol for the womb opening and closing, but I have to make sure I close them again (I don't know what that means).
- I won't have my girl until I've healed the rest of my relationship with my mum.
- I received a "standing ovation" so to speak, from my guides, wrt my parenting (well, that was encouraging! Apparently my goal to improve on my parents parenting is being reached, and my child WILL in turn improve on my parenting, WHOO HOO!).
- I have a healing job to do in Dave's family, and apparently since Bryn's birth I've had a snake talisman/shaman around me, and she has been coiling herself around and around me, and around and around Dave's family chain, where apparently a link was broken by a father not acknowledging a child, so something I'm doing is healing that (making Dave have children his is loving and caring with when his instinct isn't to have children?).
- I need to do 10 minutes a day for 30 days of the anger release activity I described above, this will help me release the anger I've inherited, that all women have inherited through being born through another woman - the anger in response to all the travesties against women (the burning of the witches, etc.).
- Oh, this is a biggie... The twins I keep seeing, they're not my twins, I'm not HAVING twins, but rather they are talismen that are ABOUT Dave, and his choice, his decision about the next child. They laughing and giggling because they know he's going to "give in" an let me have this fourth children because although he has a choice, he is not taken action to choose NOT to have a fourth child.
- There are many souls who want to come through me and she was saying sometimes it feels like there is a cue forming, which is soooo true, but not something I've ever told anyone. She says however that there is only one more child for me, as I've said definitely no more than five, an she said the fourth and fifth had the same lesson to teach me, so no need to have the fifth, unless I'm not learning anything from the fourth, hehehe...
- She said I'm well protected.
- The Masters will step up my energy and healing, as well as relaxing my stress and actually clearing the way for the baby.
- I need to just trust what I know deep inside, that everything will turn out, and not to be so impatient.