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*BOUNCE* *BOUNCE*...

Ok, didn't feel so bouncy this morning when I woke up. Felt quite stressed really, as did Jayne. The MAP/BaBs meeting we'd had last week had gone so well that I had *STUPIDLY* suggested we do it through the holidays. I checked with the front office and they were cool with that, and so we were set to go. Only thing was, come this morning, I was all in a panick about how much I HAVEN'T done of my poetry assignment (that a I got an extension for last week), and how little cleaning I'd done now that the skip has arrive, and blah, blah, blah... Not to mention worrying how I'd go corralling the boys...

Try to organise to cancel the meet, especially when Jayne called and said she'd double booked herself as well, but it wasn't going to happen, so we both ended up going, LOL, and in the end there were only four of us there with Amanda and Deb as well.

The boys kept me on my toes, and as a result Erik and Luey are having an early night tonight, but for a few minutes, Erik was heading to bed without dinner AGAIN, and facing the prospect of spending all afternoon in his room (something he probably would have preferred in light of how much cleaning I had both him and Luey do with me instead)...

Jayne graciously gave us a lift home, despite being rushed herself, and we had lunch and then got stuck into some cleaning. Gosh, spent two hours cleaning and have barely scratched the surface of the livingroom/dining room. I swear our floor needs to be soaked in a hot tub before we can even think to wash it! This is primarly thanks to Bryn's sultana tossing game... Squished sultanas are sticky buggars, and then when they dry they're like cement...

So, after a couple of hours cleaning on a lunch of salad and salmon (check out my weightloss blog to see how else I'm torturing myself during the holidays), I've just put ABC kids on for the gremlins and have collapsed in front of the laptop.

Checked my inbox and WHOO HOO!!! An email from Cindy at Agender!!! No, no, it's not my plan, but it was an email clarifying some stuff because SHE'S WORKING ON MY PLAN RIGHT NOW!

Oooh ooh ooh, I'm so excited. Not least because I *think* someone went through the entire gender swapers thread sequences and discovered that only 1 out of 30 attempts didn't get the gender of their choice... 29/30, that's like 96.6% positive results... That's pretty good...

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