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When in doubt... Shoot for the stars!

I'm stumbling along here... I've been wading through a bit of a quagmire of late, and wondering if I can actually reach my goals, or if I'm just setting myself up for failure - LOL, labour is not the only place where you find transition and all the anxiety and self-doubt and fear that often wells up then - then today I hear some news...

Yes, I'm being a bit vague, mostly because I don't want to pre-empt myself, but suddenly one of my life goals looks like it's developed a door with a big, friendly looking WELCOME mat on it! There is a bit of hard work ahead of me, but the tunnel is in sight, and at the end of the tunnel there is a light, I just *know* it! Just this morning I couldn't even see the tunnel!

I'm excited! I've just gulped down a HUGE spoonful of ambition and I'm raring to go! Whoo hoo!

Comments

Spiralmumma said…
Just Do It. You go girl! Yes I am full of meaninglessly crap American adverting/Hollywood jargon :D

But seriously, the door is opening for a reason. Embrace it and take a leap of faith...

Note to self-stop talking in cliches.
Stephanie said…
I love this post! The inspiration you feel is almost tangible and frankly, gives me hope!
Sif said…
PMSLing Jayne!!!

LOL, I'll need to read this blog again tomorrow morning to inspire myself to get writing again!

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