I don't know why I always dread sitting down to write my manuscript.
I just sat down for the first time in 11 months to start work on the second draft. It was fun! It took about an hour to write the first chapter of 1000 words. I didn't sweat blood or fall apart as anyone might have thought I might from the effort I've put into procrastinating against doing this.
Why do I fight this so much - this process that feels so natural to me when I give over to it?